*sigh* sedikit curhatan tentang gw yang merasa bodoh.
bodoh karena selalu pesimis dan ngga bisa berbuat apa2...
today, i saw him again..
and there i was.. ended up with nothing to say..
when i see him, suddenly my mouth, which likes to talk SO MUCH, become useless..
it cannot move nor talk.
aaaaagrrrrh why do i feel like an idiot when it comes to him and this heart?
i cannot talk easily. i cannot express my thoughts easily. but it's okay, i still can breathe easily :D
i thought that this feeling which sparks in my heart was already gone.. but when i saw him, with his smile.. bzzzzzt!!!
yeah.
i fall for him.again. tsk.
i thought i forgot you completely.. but i was wrong! yeah. totally wrong.
how can i say that i've forgotten you completely when my heart still beats fast when i see you?
and how can i forget all of the memories of you?
one thing that i hate about myself is my pessimistic self.
thinking about the bad things that might be happen if do that or if i do this..
i cant express my true feeling unless i stop keeping that negative side of mine..
listen, boy,
I WANT TO TALK TO YOU!! yeah, i really do!
i realise that maybe it's already too late for me to get us to the old times..
wait for me, will you?
will you wait for me to prepare myself so that i can talk to you, doing my best so that you'll look at me?
Label: feeling, heart, kangen, love, malu